Hello Sunggyu. :) I am your Singaporean fan. You must very tired. It's painful to see you suffering like that. Rest well, eat well and do well in everything in your life. Though I may just be one in a million among all your fans, I'll always support you. You don't need to know who I am. You just need to know that I'll always be there if you need somebody. When I'm hurt by classmates in school, you are always my emotional support, my strength to keep on moving. When I see people cutting, I feel so blessed that I have you on my mind to stop myself from self harm. Life is tough even for a 14 year old. I'm really thankful for your existence and I can never be more thankful... I am an angel without wings. You are my wings. Without you, I won't be able to achieve greater heights in life. Thank you for making me understand what is love.I am a 바보 and I hope you don't mind a 바보 loving you. I've been madly in love with you and I finally understand that I can love someone even if we are not close because if I truly love someone, I will go all out for that person. My love for you have never fade even if you are in Korea and I am in Singapore. I'm studying really hard for you! I am going to show you that I live my life well and you don't need to worry about me. I love you Sunggyu... I really do. I can only stand here and watch you. I'm really sorry for not being able to do much for you. I want to do so much things for you but it is impossible. All I can do is to show you my love. You feel my heart beating for you? If you don't, put your hand on your chest. Our hearts beat in one accord. Asking you to love me back is too much but I want you to know that everytime the clock strikes 12, I'll think of you for 1 minute of my life. :) I'll wait for you my dear... I love you. You are born in 1989 and I am born in 1999. You are 10 years older. It's okay. I've folded 1989 stars for you. Inside, there is a message or a reason to why I love you written. 10 more stars to reach my birth year number right? I'll throw it into the wishing pond to forget our age difference. Did you receive the soft toy rabbit I gave you? My friend passed it to your manager when infinite touchdown to Malaysia for OGS. :) I hope you like it. Hug it to sleep. ^^ if you didn't receive it, it's okay. You can have me instead. Sunggyu, you think you are very handsome? Nope you are not. IN FACT, YOU ARE THE MOST HANDSOME MAN ALIVE WHO RUINS MY LIFE BUT IT'S OKAY. :) I love the way you ruin it. I have a lot of fun whenever you ruin my life. This is weird but it is my true love right? ㅋㅋㅋ. You are at the age of dating, please get yourself a girlfriend. Though I will be jealous that I can't be your girlfriend, I will always support your decision. I believe your cute small eyes will choose the right girl. Maybe you can even marry your girlfriend and have her kids and be a great husband. I'm really fine with it as long as you are happy. You only live once and I believe my angel should live it happily. You are my ideal type and all I want is to marry you. That's never gonna happen and it makes me sad. I've been dreaming about the things that we could be. There's so much things we could do together~ i think our personality fits well with one another. We could eat, sleep, watch tv, cuddle the whole day and enjoy each other's company. It's just my fantasy. You can ignore that. My nickname given by my friend is xxx~ isn't xx your ideal type? ㅋㅋㅋ!!! So am I your ideal type? Even if I am not, I'll still love you. Sunggyu, can I call you oppa? I mean by addressing you oppa means we are closer right? I know you don't like it when younger fans drop formality when talking to you. Calling you oppa is not that informal right? ㅎㅎㅎ~ Also... I'm sorry for making a fan board "꼴규" for OGS Singapore. Some of the members saw and you saw it too. Why did you smirk and walk away? Aren't you angry? I was so guilty that I cried. I'm really sorry and I ask for your forgiveness because I am the actual loser. My 김성규 is like the best! ^^ Thank you for all the wonderful memories. I enjoyed every moment with you. I've bought you some gifts and I hope you enjoy it. I starve to save and work part time outside to get the money to buy gifts. It's all hard earned money so I hope you'll really enjoy it. I almost forgot! Please eat a lot and continue getting fat because I love it when you eat. It's just so cute that I squeal every time when I see you eat. Please take care of yourself okay~ Your voice and body are your instruments. You can't afford to let it break down. Your solo debut wasn't a fail. In fact, it was a huge success. Everybody love the songs you sang in that album. It just takes 60 seconds for me to fall in love with you~ 앜ㅋㅋㅋInfinite is the group whom I believe that will make progress every year and bring better music for everyone. So work hard and endure the pain. Be RESILIENT! I hate physical training a lot but at the end of the day, you'll get ABS and beautiful MUSCLES~ SEXY ABS AND MUSCLES. :) I'm also working on them now. If I don't give up, you don't give up! I am your Singapore 여자 친구 (I am your inspirit friend and I am a girl)! If infinite come back to Singapore again, please look out for me. I'm very sorry about that short stay you have in Singapore. INSPIRITS were crazy and to be very honest, I am quite embarrassed about it because many of them don't know how to behave. I really apologise for that and I hope you'll come back to Singapore happily the next time round. By the way, my father and mother saw you after OGS when you exited the stadium. They recognize you. Seems like your father-in-law and mother-in-law have met you and their impression of you is good! Just joking alright~ I still have so many things to tell you but I really pity the translator that is going to translate this letter... ㅠ ㅠ I took so long to write this letter. I hope you are touched. I may not be the best inspirit out there but this letter is written with all my heart. Thank you for your hard work. I miss you and love you that words could not even express it. May god bless you and have a nice day. 

Love, 

Cindy (@gyuspired) 

From 1 November 2009, HOTA will cover all Singapore Citizens and Permanent Residents 21 years old and above, who are not mentally disordered, unless they have opted out. The upper age limit of 60 years has been removed. 

where people can pledge to donate their organs or any body part for the purpose of transplantation, education or research upon their death.

Anyone 18 years old and above can pledge to donate his organs and/or tissues. Under MTERA, you can choose to donate all your organs and tissues or specify those you wish to donate.

In cases where a person had not pledged his organs under MTERA before passing away, the family members would be able to donate his organs under MTERA upon his death if they wish to do so. 

In 2004, HOTA was amended to include the recovering of the corneas, heart
and liver in both accidental and non-accidental deaths. Besides this form of organ donation, regulations were made for living donor organ transplantations (i.e. the removal of organs from a living donor for transplantation into a patient).This raised the average number of patients benefiting from organ donation to 46 per year.

To further increase organs available for transplantation, from 1 November 2009, all Singapore Citizens and Permanent Residents 21 years old and above, who are not mentally disordered, are included under HOTA unless they have opted out.

Those who are under HOTA will not only have the chance to help others, but will also have higher priority on the waiting lists should they need an organ transplant. This will be critical when the need arises. 

my story.

All along in my life, I knew I was never that strong. Living in this fast paced society, I know I have to be. Yet again, it's not that easy to stay strong. Have you ever had your best friend turning her back against you? Have you ever sat at lunch alone or being the extra in a group at lunch? Have you sat in class doing your homework quietly while everybody was having fun because you have no one to talk to? Have you ever complained about how tough your life and got a scolding because everybody thought you were very blessed and happy but the actual fact is that you were breaking inside? Have you ever tried so hard and yet your parents think that you were playing everyday and scolded you? Have you ever scored As for your exams and your parents saying that it is not good enough or it is just pure luck? Have you ever thought about committing suicide because you just wanted to get a break from everything? Well... I've suffered a lot this year. My parents didn't know. My teachers didn't know. My friends didn't know. My good friends in fact shove me off. How many times have I thought of suiciding? My crush didn't have feelings for me. My friends gossip about me behind my back. My family have a lot of problems. Every time I look at the pen knife I owned, I really want to take it and cut my wrist. It's not that I didn't dare. I am very daring in fact. The thought of ending my life because of all this shit to me was a coward act. Every single time I feel like cutting, I tell myself, "You love Sunggyu. If you die, you won't be able to see him anymore. His angelic voice that you love, you'll never hear it again. He probably have been through more pain and hardship than you. Why are you crying here? Stand up and stay strong for him. He don't want his fan to end her life. If he knew you ended your life, how would he feel? Just imagine that you are an idol and your fan ended her life because of all the pain she is going through... It's going to be painful even if he don't know you because human natural instincts unless he is that heartless which you know he isn't. One less inspirit means one less pearl metallic gold lightstick in the pearl metallic gold ocean. One less gyu stan means one less inspirit shouting and screaming for him. Maybe it doesn't make a difference because you are just one. What if every inspirits were to end their life just like you? Who will be there to support infinite then? Nobody... Sunggyu loves hardworking girls. You are one. Why don't you work hard for him? Why don't you use him as your motivation? Why are you crumbling and falling when he is always mentally there for you? Why? You need to stay strong because he is staying strong. There isn't any excuses for you, Cindy. Totally no excuses." My energy and strength... Sunggyu gave them to me. He made me stronger. A person I never knew I could be. I've reached my limits but because of him, I am motivated to keep on moving that I didn't know I've exceeded my limits by a lot. Being tough is a must for me because I have no emotional support all along. Whenever I cry, people get really angry with me. I can't cry nor can I scream my feelings out. My schedule this year was really tight. Events after events and I was really looking forward to resting but no... I can't rest because there isn't anytime for me to rest. I am tired physically but my mental stamina is still going strong because Sunggyu was my motivation. At times I cry because I am mentally tired but after listening to Sunggyu's voice, I regained energy. I am a girl in school that doesn't fit in well because I am different. I think really weirdly and people don't understand me. They say it's a fangirl thing and I should change. The question is "why should I change when I love myself? I love being who I am! Why must I change to fit others?" I insisted in my character which pissed my haters a lot. People who are reading my essay or whatever you call it, stay strong and find your motivation. When you are at your lowest, stand up and climb to your highest slowly. I know it's easier to say it than actually climbing. I am experiencing it right now. If I can, why can't you? When you are at your lowest, nobody can bring you down even lower. Be bold and climb! You can do it!!!